PilloW of TearS

Dreams...

2007-01-04T04:14:00.000-08:00

Have you ever dream bout someone ..
whom eu think u've know for ur whole life ..
but in reality ..
you don't know who the hell is that person ??

hahas...
last night ..
had a realli weird dream ..

theres sorta this "a ma"
to those who don't know .. its not ah ma .. { its not grandma.. }
For those who know .. hahas..
shhh....

its like i've know her mi whole life ...
but shes older ...

and for the details ..
hahas..
for mi to know ..

den in the dream theres this place called " Boate Quae "
was it trying to say something ???

and that place is near the beach or the river ..
wif a gigantic white mansion .. where ang mo lives and have a cute little dog ...

but the funny thing is ...
i don't know that i was in a dream ..
it all felt so real ...

its unlike other dreams ...

hahas...
den the dream ended it self ..
not cause of external factors or anything ...
the dream just ended itself ...
cause ..
i was trying to "hit" or her ...
N i told a lie ...
or ask he something stupid "twice"
..

its like she knows that i'm telling a lie..
even tho its my dream ..
she was like the goddess there ...
i wasn't even able to control it ...

" May we meet in lala land again .. "

First day of ScH

2007-01-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

Boo!!!

its e first day of sch ..
hahas.

of course the exciting part of my life only happens after all the boring lesson at sch...

but theres something i should enfisice on ..

i got 71 for mi CADD..
hahas..
even tho i did not even study at all...

3rd in class somemore ..
hahas..

it was fun meeting back wif mi frens ..
miss them lots ..
especially mi sistas ...

hahas..

den sch finally ends ...
at 2 ..
went to the canteen ...
pei lucius n chunz eat...

hahas..
today was kinda fun..
saying everyone i know happi new year ..
hahas...

den it was time for mi to go meet ko zarni to work out on mi song ...
"Broken Summer"

was thining of writing it down for ppl to gibe comments ...
but maybe later .. hahas..
no time ..
den the best part was ..
all those who were going to sing and perform at the nyp thingyan was there at the nyp dome..
den they all sang ..
man ..
it was awsome ..
the voice ...
the feelings ..
hahas...

makes mi feel like i'm back home ...
hahas..

the feeling was awsome ..
hahas..

den we sang till dusk ...

lolx..

den came home ...

den grace called..

to ask back for her goong ..
which i was to gibe her 1 week ago ..
hahas...

so ..

even tho its raining ..

i walked all e way to her house to gibe her back ..
see ...
how good of mi ..
hahas...
bhb..
=P

den came home ..
and write this blog...

i think its going to be dead soon or later ...
but must write it..
haha..s..

PEace .!!!

Happi first day of sch PPl..

Happi New Year !!!

2007-01-01T21:24:00.001-08:00

Wooo!!!..

Boo!!!!

happi new year ppl !!

hahas..

it has been months since i blogged on this blog ..hahas..
now i'm here to revive it ...
cause some one told mi to ..
hahas...

lets see..

its new year !!!

hahas..
on new years eve..
mi hp line got cut off .. damm ..
but that doesn't stop mi from having fun ..
wif mi PI Gu n mi best bud cheng Yi ( chingiii )
hahas..
met them at bout 6 on new years eve ..
den went over to sylvia's house for party ...
mostly just to eat and drink wine and champane ..
hahas...

elaine , cat and jocelyn was there ...
but since theres so little ppl there ..
mi and the guys decided to go somewhere else to countdown the new year ..
so we went to clark quae ...!!
it was packd with ppl ..
we tried to get into some clubs there ..
but can't ..
cause all of us were UNDER AGE !!
damm ...
hahas..
so we went to ceni .. where thers a countdown party going on .. N there no AGE LIMIT..
hahas..
met some of my friends there ...
hang around ..
and went to the dance floor ..
where it was packed wif ppl..
there were some chio bus ..

hahas..

den the count down begins ..
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1

!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR>>
hahas..
den the DJ comees in ..
and he spins his shit ..
it was damm tight .. .

den everyone starts to dance ...
then of course ..
we as the guys would try to get close to the chio bus there ...
hahas...

den finally .. i saw alloy DANCE >>!!
PI GU was dancing ..
hahas...
he was so cute ...
hahas..
den cheng yi was already partying ..his dance style was.. um.. unique .. hahas...
den ..
den..
just when we were bout to make some moves..
a big bunch of Banglars came in ..
Damm...
it spoils everyones mood..
den all e gals went off the dance floor..
hahas...

Fucking Banglars ..
hahas...
but since the party is bout to end ..
we get off too ..
went to get some drinks ..
den go to the MRT to catch e last train ..
but we missed it ..
hahas..
so had no chice but to ton on NEW YEAR !!
hahas..

den we were just hanging aournd the mrt for awile ..
den saw DARREN >>
mi primary sch fren ..
since we 3 amigos have nothing better to do ..
we went hang out wif darre n and his friends ..

they were going to ceni .. the lan shop there to book a room n watch movie ..
hahas...

den just at the time we were going to pay for the room ..
a saviour came .. ..
it was ..

it was ...
CHENG YI's MUM !!!
hahas..
she called to say tat we could go hang at her friend's club/pub ( geographer pub ) at clark quae there .. even tho we'r underage .. hahas..

so we quickly took a taxi there ..
got in ..
for free ...
den started partying again ..!!
hahas..

altho the music there are mostly chinese songs ..
the floor was packed wif chio bus too .. hahas...
but most of them have guys ...

so the 3 of us just stick to ourself .. and danced ...
the songs were tight ..
got the xi sua sua xi sau sau xi sua sua .. , crazy frog , dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui .. all were techno ..hahas..
we were partying like crazy..
den ..
dthe song that everyone was waiting for came ...
TUO DIAO !!!

hahas..
i planned to tuo alloy off his shirt ..
hahas..
den just when the song was just getting to its mood ..
a fight broke out in the club ..
i think cause some uncle go touch some guys gal .. at the tuo diao song .. den the boy fren bu shuang .. so they started fighting ...
but the guys group got lots of friends ..
so they came in to hit the uncle ..
till hes on the floor ...
den they throw all sots of wine bottles and glass cups at hiim ..
could hear them crash one by one ..
hahas..
den i was shocked .. to see th boy friend carrying the metal table .. those tall tall kinds at clubs ..
and Wack !!
hit it ...
but i did not know if it hit the man or not ..
cause cheng yi mum told us to get out of the club by the back door .. in case the police came and check ic ..
hahas..
we were underage ..
lolx..
so we went to the mac to hang out ..
eat ..
den went to walk by the singapore river ..
den we were on partying mood again ..
so went back to the club..
hahas..
everything was fine ..
just as before ...
^^

so ..
we partied a lil more ..
till bout 530 am ...
den it was bye bye ..
hahas.

thankds to cheng yi's mum ..
for bringing us to the club ...
hhahas..

chow ..
peace ..

Happi New Year !!!

2007-01-01T21:24:00.000-08:00

dead blog

2006-07-19T18:13:00.000-07:00

woh...
its really a dead blog .. haha..
but i'm here to revive it ..
lolx..
ok ..
the only thing i wanna say its MI B day !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahah...
this year was a really memorable one ...
lets see ..
starting from friday ...
bing rong and candy ask mi go ride blade .. cause got something ..
den have to cancle dance .. .lolx..
dden sat ..
went back to TRACK !!!>.
so long never go see them le ..
den they sang mi b day song ..
haha .. but it was 2 days earlier .. lolx..
den help them train ..
and get to know some of mi juniors...
den we went to play DOTA!!!>..
it was fun .. almost the whole track guys were there ...
den it was sunday!!!!!....
jason and rex meet mi early in the morining >...
we went to play pool .. den eat ..
its a tradition le..
every birthday we would celebrate wif each other ...
Bros forever .. den need to went back home early ..cause mom bought some
concert tickets for mi and mi bro for the SAI SAI concert ..
man it was damm tight ... yadana was so hot .. even when shes not singing .. she still looks so hot .. and she posse for mi !!!>. lolx.. den went home bout 1 . but since its mi b day . i dun get scolded .. haha...
den finally ...
it was july 17 ...
went to sch .. skipped the lectures wif wen xin , chun li and lucius .. haha..
went to the driving school .. pei lucius ..
den go cp .... had mac .. .
den i went to get mi first ever ear hole .. wif the encouragements of the others . haha...
den went back to sch for ' kelly poon's lessons .. den she keep us back .. jason and shir , and syl , theresa , yue , sam , alloy , clarence and ppy where waiting for mi at cp .. i was late ..
haha..
den syl was pissed off wif mi ...
but she stil keep a smile along thou . .lolx..
den we went to swensens ... to have an earth quake ...
its was ssweet .. at first they ask mi treat them. .
which was not a problem .. but den they pay their part in the end ..
aww.. how sweet of them .. lolx...
but syl had to go home early ...
so sad.. but i send her to the mrt ...
den went back to eat ..
got back some memories ..
oh yea...
and guess wat .. 3h sang mi a b day song in the class .. lolx. how sweet is tat .. haha..
den all went home .. den mi and shir and jason went to play pool ..
but shir had to go home early .. den it was left wif mi and jason ..
den .. tick tok tick tok..
mi b day was over ..

Opps..!!

2006-07-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

wahh.. some one say mi blog dead.. humph!..
but its realy dead ... lolx..
ok .. den i'll try to squeeze everything in ..
and will write frequently ..
haha..
ok . .um.. bout the dance thingi ..
its finaly over ..
after so long .. after performing at orchard ..
den our last performance was on last sunday at chong pang there ..
lolx..
there was a change in the audiences .. but it was fun.. haha...
We Rox!!!...
den yesterday was at yong qi's house .. trying to teach her and shi ling .... some dance moves ..
which was damm damm last minute ..
but it turned out fine ...
and fucking hel dip shit ..!!..
i got fined $50 at the mrt .. FUCK!!!..
lolx..

FB camp !

2006-06-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

its FB camP!!! ..
first day .. um...
it was ok .. got into our groups ..
E3 .,,.,
played dodge ball ..
we kind of got first ..
but got beaten by the seniors..
whahaha..
den learnt some popping and locking ..
tat night ..
mi ryu , nx and lesner were saying not to sleep .. but in the end i fall asleep...
and ryu was the only one awake .. lolx..
next day early morning .. FT !!!
we thought it was going to be tough .. but it was ok ok only ..
haha..
den went to dance again ..
but tat night ..
grace and evon say not gonig to sleep..
so went to the stadium wif them and tell ghost stories ..
den a few seniors came to join us ..
the atmosphere was cool..
and damm damm spooky..
story by story we told..
and try was like teching us how to use black magic..
its was cool..
den "grace "who say shes not going to sleep wanted to go and sleep ..
lolx..
but can't blame her..
she've not slept for 3 days le..
so went to sleep..
listening to try talking bout black magic thingi as a laulauby..
it was morning again..
we like slept for only 1 hour ..
den it was FT again !!..
this time more harder as we need to run around the sch..
den it was time for us to our won dance ..
every one gave theire suggestions ..
but although there were some conflicts ..
we worked it out in the end...
although we did not get first ..
it was a job done ...
den need to choose one gal and boi to go freestyle ..
lolx..
boi got to do the gal dance and gal got to do the boi dance ..
i did not win...
peng won ..
haha..
he was sexy ..
and regina was the gal..
and she did not win either ..
but hey .. she was too hot for a guy ./..
whahaha..
but stil lthe defending champions are the best ..
haha..
rachel and dunno who ..
ahha...
den went home ..
slept till the next moring ..
den went for dace practice..
for the up coming performace ...

tats bout all ..
peace .. .

2006-06-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

stupid blogger ..
dunno why ..
can't ppost my previous post .. damm..
ok .. just rewrite ..
um.. jasons b day .. damm fun ..on the 15th of jun..
jason and rex came for sleep over at mi house ..
ton ton ..walk about ion the middle of the night ..
den we all say wake up at 6 go eat roti ..
den only jason wake up ..
while the 2 pigs .. ( mi and rex ) were still sleeping .. lols..
den they went home to change ..
i went to pick up shir at cp ..
meet lynette on the way .. den meet up wif the others at soeul garden...
and min pei , melanie .. they all ..
woo..they were getting hotter .. lolx..
den after eating went to cenilesiure to play pool...
but a pity melanie need to go back soon ..
so send her back to the mrt ..
den went to find the rest at ktv...
den go eat at amk wif shir jason and jac after everything ..
.....
the end ..
oh yea.. jason send shir home .. hehe..

Dance Dance ..

2006-06-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

its friday once again .. .
lolx..
skipped todays first lesson and went to eat wif rex ,...
den go his house play O2jam .. lolx..
den go sch ..
listen to jeffery talk ..
den go for project period ..
slack .. slack .. .
den ,...,,

its Foreign Bods .....
lolx.. learnt new and harder steps .. .
but it was fun ...
lolx..
ok ..
heres the main thing..

i'm going to do a performance !!!!..
lolx..
one of mi friend is a dancer from outside ..
den ask mi and ryu they all to join in ..
how cool is tat ..
the theam is " no drugs "
lolx.. den ya .. tats bout all .. bah ...
peace ...

Can say the best day of mi poly lyfe ..

2006-06-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

lessons were BORING ....
projects are Piling Up ....

The only thing thats fun is " Foriegn Bodies "
Todays practice was short as theres the school's " Jam & HoP " later ..
learnt some new dance moves .. den off to the sports hall we went .. it was like damm crowded ..
the dj was playing some songs.. den lots of ppl were dancing on the floor .. it was just like a club.. the only difference is tat all the ppl there are teenagers .. all 16/17/18/19/ ..

Mi and Ryu were just hanging around in the corner .. feasting our eyes to dancers ... den annex come and pulled us to the dance floor .. and we sort of danced.. den someone suggested a breaking duel .. den we formed one circle and soort of do some crazy stunts ... den the crowd gets bigger .. the music gets hotter .. man it was like damm tight .. ! ..
den some gals from FB come and join us.. den danced and danced .. took turns to do some freestyles ..

den i sort of noticed someone .. she was cool.. not dancing to sexily like the others ..
den the dj was playing " mai ya heee ,, mai ya haaa.. mai ya haha !!.. the chicken little song.. "
den we were playing worm .. where ryu lead .. and we just follow .. den i called her to join us .. den she was right behind mi .. and man .. the worm lenght was damm long .. haha... den the band as in rock band played " wake mi up when sebtember ends " den we wwere like swaying here and there ..
den it was all bout to end. . and the last song was a slow song .. for couples...
Den ryu asked for mi hand .. and we danced .. den beside us were her and her fren dancing .. so mi and ryu cut in ... and i asked her for a dance while ryu aasked her fren for a danced ..
lolx... both agreeded ..chated while dancing and we danced till the dance event ends ..
it was sweet ..
damm sweet ....
damm damm damm sweet ...

oh well .. looks like i'm finally able to put the past behind..
.. And work on the future ...
.. Yay ! .. lolx.. .

FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-29T19:23:00.000-07:00

ok .. yesterday ...um.. did not actually went to sch ..just go there for awile .. den lie tat i need to go hospital .. den went of to CP!!!to meet yue , deb , syl , ppy and alloy ... to go down town east .. for sam's bro b day .. or something .. haha..we all meet bout 1130 .. den go buy stuff here and there .. the gals gets quite pissed off by us as we'r just sitting around and doing nothing ..haha.. but we helped them carry some stuff .. den off the the chalet we went .. den put down our stuff and went to eat .. at mac ... den met sam's sis "sara " there .. lolx. .. den we'll went off to esacpe.. to play rides here and there .. almost rode most of the stuff there .. and theresa and sam get scared at the haunted house .. lolx.. den go ride the wild wild wet as the last ride .. .den i got to ride wif sara .. and she was doing some dancing on e boat when she heard some music.. lolx.. lolx.. lolx.. so funny .. oh yea.. ting ting came in half way .. and i scared her at e haunted house ..lolx.. den we all went back to the chalet .. where i had to go off .. as it was late and i have sch tml ... haiz.. hope tat i could stay longer ... i realy enjoyed the time wif them .. haiz.. oh well ..

i thought it was over .. but after wat happend ..
it was never even started .. i'm sorry ..
it was my mistake to even start ..

2006-05-27T05:41:00.000-07:00

wahh..
wahhh..
wahhhh...
so long never post le .. haha.. was damm busy wif sch stuff and such .. ok lets put something tats fun and exciting .. last sat went to ecp wif candy n bing rong .." boi boi " .. taught her blading .. and she fell lots of time .. but shes strong .. never complain like some other ppl .. lolx.. i never say who ah ... den blade all day long .. it was fun .. .den sunday ... wait.. i only rembered tat it was fun .. but dunno wat happened .. lolx.. ok forget out tat ..
wed .. got foreign bodies .. mann.. the dance steps were hard but it was fun.. like one whole big family ... den we got PUNKED >> !! ahh.. seniors did the foreign bodies tradition punk on us .. lolx. some gals even cried..
den now i'm at rex house .. so gtg ..
peace out ..

Foreign Bodies

2006-05-19T19:36:00.000-07:00

WET WET WET

2006-05-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

today was the informatic burmese water festival...
actually was going wif mi poly frens .. but den was dragged by mi parents there ..
lolx..
den it turn out to be so fun...
damm fun ..
extremely fun ..

first .. i meet my fren kaung myat... who was the brother of the organiser there ...
den we got the passes to get the front rows ...
den as we follow him around .. mi , kebble , nick , mon yee , samantha and zaw lwin ,,,, we were like given free food .. and drinks by his sis .. lolx.. den get to go back stage ..

but the most exciting thing was the after party ...
wats a water festival wifout WATER!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.. we were given control of the hose .. the pipes .. and the water ..
den there was a DJ playing music..
people coming down to dance and we splashed water on them. ..
and the gals were hot .. and wet ..lolx..
partied from 3 till bout 6 like tat..
den got free food and drinks again ..
lolx..
den sam wanna go swensens .. so we went to jurong point .. there on the way kebble bought a beer and i bought my fav " wang zhai niu nai " lolx... den i drank the beer and milk together ..
lolx..
when we reach the swensens .. it was full ..
so went to grab some tib bits and went home ...

and i was late as usual .. so get scolded ..
lolx..
but it was fun..
damm fun...
lolx...

now is another story ...
brother VS love ...
who would u choose ????

Getting naughty ...

2006-05-12T20:56:00.000-07:00

ok .. wed .. skipped some lesons .. to go play lan wif kai jie and bing rong .. went to eat at xin min there ..

thursday ...
did not go to sch at all .. went to clarence house early in the morninig to play dota .. while he was sleeping .. and treaence put the" rabbit into the fridge" and took it out saying frozen rabbit to eat .. lolx.. den we all went to the skate park to blade .. broke my wrist "again " ..
den went to park to blade ...

friday ... woke up at only 3 pm ... den went to find bing rong at green ... den went to eat and go clarence house .. den took a knife .. trying to kill the rabbit ... " animal abuse " lolx..
den went home .. syl called asking for her cd which i owe her like for dunno how long .. den went down .. i called her .. but was in the bathe room .. lolx.. den called back .. while bee was holing my phone .. lolx. den talk and talk .. she was so evil .. saying tat hope i fall while i blade .. eu evil ... blex.. haha .. den went' home .. nth much le..

Starting to feel like a class...

2006-05-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

ok .. today .. i feel that my class ME0613-B6 is finally starting to feel like a class ..
ever since the start of the semester .. we've kept our distance to only our group of ppl .. but then today .. after lesson .. we all like went to to the libary without even knowing that each other was going .. den all of us were the surprised to see each other there and the whole class was there .. and we were like doing our hw which was due in 1 hr and the teacher was mdm poon [ nice but strict teacher ] and we helped each other out .. and lucius was like singing songs for us to entertain us in the libary .. lolx.. and he was on top of his voice its a surprise tat he did not get caught .. lolx.. den the classes went fine .. den after sch .. mi , zaw moe , kin and pye phyo min went to the nursing block .. lv 6 and practiced dancing and exchanging moves... i was helping them for the re audition of the hip hop dance group .. which was like the hottest cca in nyp and the gals there are so hot .. lolx..and i've already got in .. i'm just there helping them for the audition .. den came home and here i im writing ..
i think my blogs are quite boring as the the way i type.. .any ideas to make it better ..

suggestions people....
tag mi ..
haha..
peace out ..

2006-05-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

um...lets see...friday went to ton wif alloy .. was watching tv at 2 am ..den clarence called .. so i sneaked out of the house to go see them at hougang green . .they say they were going to study .. but instead they were playing cards .. lolx.. so went to play cards wif them .. den stayed wif them until 6 am .. den went home to sleep .. got up only at 3 pm .. den went to skate park to blade ..
i finally saw greg [ singapore top aggressive blader ] in action ... Man his moves were flawless.. den went home .. on the way back stopped at the park to see if theres anyone i know . .to my disappointmet . .there was no one ..

Sunday ...

woke up damm early cause of mi mum shouting at mi ..
den fight wif her over wat i wan to wear ..
but in the end give in to her .. and wore something decent ..
went to a wedding ...
the food was ok ..
but the .... there were so chio..
made some new frens ..

den went home .. to cut hair ..
i wanted someting diff ..but in the end .. turn out to be a bad thing ..

den fight wif mi mum again over the hair ...
lolx..
..
today ..

sch was boring as usual ..
did not talk much today ..
was thinking alot of things ..
went to watch a movie ...
came home late..
fight wif mi mum again ..
lolx..

Fun Fun Fun

2006-05-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

today was FUN !!! ..
went to sch for only 2 lessons .. den alloy called mi in the middle of class ... the teacher was infront of mi .. i got to sneak down to talk to him .. den rushed out of the class to meet alloy [ pi gu ] clarence [ xiao hai zi ] and ppy [ purple colour g-string ] infront of the BK .. den go kfc find theresa [ ma ma theresa ] samantha [ sam bong ] yue'an [ chou yue'an ] and sylvia [ dum dum ] got a piece of chicken and mashed potato .. 4 of us share it .. was so pathetic .. haha .. den went to talk and talk .. den go out to 7 11 buy bei bei mian .. took to kfc to eat .. talk and talk .. play and play .. wahhaa .. was so fun .. it was worth skipping class for them .. den sam and theresa te di took 161 to pei us.. wow. . den went to clarence house .. try on a free style blade and go blade.. i learnt hockey .. den went blade around ..
went home .l eat .. come out blade again wif kai jie and bing rong .. saw tearence on the way den calemt too .. went urban .. wif them .. went outside nan chiau at night .. and shouted { lloo SUX !! Jeffery Tan SUC !!! Koh CHi Kang sux .. . !! } haha .. den went back to hougang park .. and terence treat us drinks .. lolx.. den came home .. damm fun.. i miss my frens .. but i know i'll still be wif them .. even thought diff sch ...

2006-05-03T05:32:00.000-07:00

Wooo... haha .. today was fun...
woke up late as usual ..
got late for computer programming ...
but jeffery did not say anything .. lolx...
wore a cap to sch for the first time and get scolded by jeffery ...
den went to play b ball wif chun li they all for the first time in the damm hot sun..
ahhh.. the game was ok .. but too hot .. scared later i get blacker so i go e learning ..
den after sch .. went to cho zin's house .. and helped the 3 gals set up their funiture .. den waiyan Oo and chan came over .. den was pissed off by one damm guy .. showed them around the campus as they were looking for some chio bus .. but it was 6 so most of them have went home .. lolx.. tats bout all ..

i'm feeling more relaxed now days. . just like the old times...
the only thing is tat .. there is no more old frens beside mi at sch now ..

haiz... i miss you guys ..

2006-05-02T02:07:00.002-07:00

wooo..!!! last night was fun..
haha .. slept till 4 pm tat day .. den go to a restaurant to eat .. wahhahaha ... at first it did not want to go .. den was forced to go .. hahah.. den it turn out to be great .. there was red wine ... since mi parents are not there so i can drink .. hahahah .. den the food was great too .. got abalone , shark fin and stuff.. den took so long to eat finish .. den finally got home .. " she " called .. as mi to go down and pei her .. so i did .. den we were blading in the middle of the night .. den played here and there .. den at night talked .. and finally said "it " out after keeping it for quite long .. haha ..so now feeling quite relaxed .. and chilled ... now in class at e- learning .. i'm slacking as usual .. haha . .while other ppl are doing their work ..

i'm not sure if i'm ready for another step...
what if i fall down again ?? ?

2006-04-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

found this in my mei mei 's blog ..
it says tats wat gals wants ..
but is it really true ??
even if a guy does this kind of things for her ??

i have done almost everything in here for her ..
but in the end ...
it was still a sad ending ..

I'm the guy who will text you every single morningand tell you good morningand every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will text you and tell you"i miss you and wish you were here".
I'm the guy who will blindfold you,take you to the beachand let you run yourtoes through the sandthen make you guess where we are.
I'm the guy who will show up at your games(or competitions or meets)without you knowing just to surprise you.
I'm the guy who will hold youwhen you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinksyou're beautiful with no make up on,wearing sweats and abig t-shirt.
I'm the guy who won't pressure youto do things you dont want to.
I'm the guy who will show up atyour house with soup and a moviewhen you aren't feeling well.
I'm the guy who kisses you on theforehead.
I'm the guy who actually listens to youwhen you talk.
I'm the guy who's excited all daybecause im looking forwardto our date that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be ableto hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't helpbut smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who's perfectly contentwith staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
I'm the guy who won't lie to youaboutwhere he's goingor where he's been or who he's been with.
I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friendshow much he likes you.
I'm the guy who isn't always tryingto act like a hard ass around you.
I'm the guy who doesn't care aboutyour imperfections and loves you more for them.
I'm the guy who will ask your permission first before going out with a girl.
I'm the guy who will hold youwhile we watch the sunset.
I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TOMAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL INTHE WORLD.I'M THE GUY WHO WOULD GIVE THEWORLD FOR YOU!

My Class 3H / 2 E ....

2006-04-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

i miss my class .. 3 H / 2 E ...

i miss every single moment spent in the class ...

i miss everything ...

form getting punched in the stomach my theresa ,
to bullying cheng liang .. lolx...
i miss raping ppy ...
i miss pulling yue'an , sammie.., yan ting , shi min , lynette , ke qin and wan xin hair.. hahahahahah .
i miss sitting beside King fredrick the great and hugging him .. singing lame songs to him like
" Dear Fredrick .. i don't think i like you any more .. you used to watch me shave .. but now .. ur looking at the floor .. " and " hallo there , the angel from my night mare .. lolx.. " those were the good old days ...
i miss hearing pimpi sing ...
i miss hugging arthur and wresting wif him .. and hear him talk bout blink 182 and other bands ...
i miss muscle and his muscles ...
i miss harresh's 'gay ' teaching .. shhhh .. ( don't let him know )
i miss jing lao shi .. chen lao shi .. zhang lao shi .. mrs kang .. mr raffi .. mr lim .. mr tien .. mr foo
but i dont' miss loo .. i ddon't miss koh chi kang .. i dont' miss jeffery tan.. wahhahahah ...
i miss yan ting's funny games ..
i miss sam's laughter tats so hyper ..
i miss messing up sylvia's hair.. and sitting beside her ..
i miss disturbing yue an and irritating her ..
i miss skipping class wif cheng yi and yong li ..
i miss gaying wif alloy , clarence , ppy , derrick , chun leong and landon ..
i miss eating wif them in the canteen ..
i miss taking food from every one i know ..
hehe..
i miss copying yi fen's hw..
i miss getting scolded by teachers ..
i miss darren and all the other ppl calling mi black .. wahahah ..
i miss eveyone in 2 e and 3 h and also kai jie , rizuan , bing rong and track ppl ..
i miss my mei meis . sob sob ...
well in fact i miss every single thing tat happend in nchs ..
i'm glad i've got the memories of it ...

and to end this ..
heres the rap tat mi and fed wrote and sang on the chinese new year wif my idol pimpi ...

This is a brand new rap ,
Done my me and fed ,
And we'r from 3H ,
Whos name is undecided ,
But we are undivided ,
With teachers who are decated ,
YOu all may think our class is a bore ,
But we have Muscle { yi long } , Martian { mii }
Douglas { arthur } and Carebare { cheng ling }
Making each day fun and living without a care ..

Harresh is the name ,
And bio is his game ,
He's our form teacher ,
He wants us to get better ,
Guiding every step of our lives
As he wants us to reach higher
When it come to chem stuff
We also have some cool stuff ..
HCl is ho chun leong
and he calls himself a ninja ...
He goes around , jumping around ..
Making a fool of everyone else ..
Artur Douglas Chiam cheng chai
Is an irritating substance guy ..
Touch him if you dare ..
And i bet ur hands will go bare ..

* i miss 3 H and 2 E...

Fallen

2006-04-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

- The smiles that you give me
- Filled my heart with never ending hopes
- I oculd feel it . . .
- . . . Although you did not say
- I dreamt of those hopes every single day
- But . . .
- An incisible storm came
- And . . .
- My hopes were shattered
- So i became a fallen looser . . .
- Of infinaty sufferings . . .
- My nightmares became reality . . .
- Hunted me every second . . .
- The tree that bears the "fruits of hope" . . .
- I could only blame . . .
- So Please !!!
- Tell me straight in the face that . . .
- ' I'm nothing to you '

Scars

2006-04-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

I tear my heart open ,
I sew myself shut ,
my weakness is .. that i care too much ,
My scars remind mi .. that the past is real ..
I tear my heart open .. just to feel ...

well .. i'm feeling much better today .. although the pain still lingers in my heart ..
but i'm feeling quite ok now ...
maybe cause i have such a good friend by my side .. to pick mi up when i fall .. to support mi when i'm weak and to encourage mi when i'm down ...
" Thank You "

Yesterday i sneaked into the nursing lab .. the expedition Was leaded by Than Lwin .. She wanted to bring us to go see a dead body .. but they removed it .. and only the dicepted parts were left .. it was kind of gross .. but interesting too .. then there was a dicepted head on the table .. still wet from the chemicles that it was soaked with .. i uncovered the rag .. and found a head wif out its brain .. cool huh .. lolx..
mi and sabastian starting a blading club in nyp .. but we need 100 signiatures ..
must jia you .. and keep on trying ..
" its not ur fault .. don't say sorry.. i should be the one saying sorri.. "
OH well ..

Peace out ..